lost of ....

Recently seems to lost some faith in myself...

Nothing seems to goes smoothly...

Wonder if it's me or just the environment?

"Hold faithfulness and sincerity as first principles. "
- Confucius

My Birthday gift from

These 2 items.. missing a teddy bear that is siting on my office desk... are my birthday gift from {M}.. wahahahahaha....

It's also one of my happiest moment! Maybe it's fated that he has to go overseas for 1 year, if not i won't have such surprise.

My next happy moment, is looking forward to my shopping trip with my good friend, Nana...
Glad to have such good friends who are around me...

I'm officially 25 years.. feels kinda of old..

Stomach-Flu...

Of so many other days.. I had stomach-flu today... Running to toilet, having cold sweat when the rush of pain came..

Hate that feeling! Make me feel so weak..

Taken medicine, wanted to sleep but couldn't cos there is some drilling done somewhere!! Which is causing me to have headache and it's such a nice time to take a afternoon nap..

Weather is cooling...

Love the weather now, thought it's always raining...
How I wish Spore has 4 season..

Flowers for the 1st time!!

The most happiness moment for today is that when i recieved the flowers that {M} send!!!

I thought that he would not do such a thing cos he's just basically not the romantic kind of person.. heheheheh
Made me smile to myself like a silly fool while doing my work at office.

Hmmm... It's the 1st time that he sent flower to me, really need to scrap this moment!! Can't wait for weekend to come..

Later this evening, I went for my e-trial and i FINALLY passed 2 e-trial test!! I hope that i could get such result for my FT which is on the 20th!!!

Word of the day....

Fragile...

Definition : easily broken, shattered, or damaged; delicate; brittle; frail.

Just like relationship with anyone..

Easily broken..
Trust is something that once shattered, it's difficult to pick up the pieces.

Suddenly felt very emo.. to see and hear that relationships failed and sad things happens.

Hmmm.. so now that i my wish came true.. I hope that this feeling will always last.
Whatever that is the past.. just let it be...

(^_^v)

1 more week to go

Counting down to 5 more days and it's my 25th birthday!

Quite sad though, cos {M} is not around to celebrate with me.. but it's ok.. I've received his present long time ago and i'm glad that on my birthday,I've a good friend that took leave and celebrate that day with me..

My birthday wish is simple for this year.. I just want everyone to be happy and I hope that time files cos i want to visit {M} next year!! Embark my shopping spree there.. cos i know i will go crazy in all the factory outlets!!

Hahahha