22 November 2009

What's wrong

I don't know what is wrong with me...

I was telling myself that I should be happy that i finally got my wish come true..
But somehow it didn't last. Maybe it's my fault or maybe fate has come and go.. Which I do not want to know...

Now it's just like back in Year 2008... I do not want to go back to that year which is full of pain and sadness..

No matter what, i will use my own way to make myself happy.. even if it means to deceived myself.

Christmas is near... I wish that Santa could give me a glimpse of hope and I will peace in my life.

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